~Bloody Sunset~

"I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us in the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby"

wishing everthing was so much easier!
if only a few things were different...
feeling alone...
loveless
without strenght
i need words...
looks and affection
that tells me everything is going to be ok ...
this fucking mess in my head is giving me lots of troubles...
if you can come soon...
do it!
your skin, breath, mouth, eyes, body is my medicine to this fucking sickness...
thoughts writting with real blood...